MIA

Yep, that about sums things up lately. Me= MIA.

The last month has mostly been a blur. To much to do, to much to keep track of.

I've made it through to the other end, but I'm really struggling right now trying to work through issues revolving around anxiety (me) and anger-dissapointment-selfishness- related to my oldest child. Not knowing if the way she behaves is her bipolar or simply an all consuming over-riding selfish ungreatful need to behave in a way that crushes me to the very core. I want to believe she doesn't do it on purpose but I'm having a definite crisis of faith.

Birthday and softball updates to come later, when I don't feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin.